I'm just going to assume someone introducing themselves as "discreet" in a message saying they can meet is looking for sex. Wrong time, mate.
But if I turn him down, after he's just told me he's black, am I going to look like those men on Douchebags of Grindr? I'm honestly just more interested in something innocuous and innocent like a bit of a drink or coffee. Save sex for a time when I'm not feeling on the verge of throwing up.
Started on the nausea medication yesterday. I was thinking of leaving it until it got too much to cope with, but at the clinic they said I ought to start now so the side-effects don't get in the way of my daily life so much. Ended up falling asleep at about 6pm yesterday, having not slept properly over the weekend, and missed the evening dose by over six hours. It was 5am before I took it. I have places to go, so I'm hoping things start calming down as the day rolls on.
Next clinic appointment is the Friday after next. I found it good to go yesterday and just be able to talk about it. I think I need to get everything out of my head, basically.
I'm feeling rather mellow today. Just going to take things a step at a time, try to just keep going.
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