5 months later, I'm still dealing with these warts. I've started on the cream (Aldara) again, which is starting to hurt again. I don't think I've been using too much this time, but then maybe it's just because I have a lot of areas to treat now. It ends up going on the interior foreskin afterwards, which is bad since that's sensitive. I use it on Thursday, Saturday, and Monday nights so I'm on my two day break right now. I'm hoping it will stop hurting by tomorrow.

Can't even remember the last time I had a wank, because mostly it is just painful and wanking is basically like scratching it. Which I assume isn't helpful (is it ever?), but sometimes it's difficult not to.

I am finding it remarkably easy avoiding situations that might lead to someone wanting to have sex with me, but that has come at the expense of not trying to meet any new and skipping social events. Most of which involve spending the whole night out, which I'm just not feeling like right now. Being reclusive isn't good, but I can use the time to get some work done or accomplish other things. I need to lose weight to be able to fit into my suit for job interviews, for one thing. Which would have the added benefit of losing weight and thus being more attractive in the eyes of wider society.